i hate my blog now. my blogskin is so er... hais. just don have the feel to blog anymore. just it rot first ba.
and lastly i'm freakly stress about my life. argh
i'm fucking stress. everything is not going very smoothly for me. ARRRRRRRRRRR
1) mid sem test sucks. esp OTBS. i feel so fuck up.
2) polite cup coming
3) Youth cup processing
4) yew tee cup coming
5) WRS training
6)Hornets training
7) TP training
8) WORK
9) studies
10) Girlfriend
how can i squeeze my crazy schedule. fuck.
i seriously didnt expected to get that marks.
i'm feeling damn damn disappointed.
how i going to pull it up ? F.
what a sad, bored and lonely birthday i had this year. i chose to work on the day of my birth ?! am i crazy or stupid ? idk. i didnt get to celebrate with my family as everyone is busy working. a call from my mum and a msg from my third sister as well as friend's msg wishing me happy birthday.
time seems to past very fast. and now i'm 19. ohhh my god... 1 and half year i going in army and hopefully when i come out, i would be able to continue study.
liscense ? idk when to take . i just don have the urge to drive actually. i think now earning money is most important thingy. in fact, money make the world goes round. lol. i have a thought of getting a vespa first during my poly life, but my family objected so lets forget it.
how to describe my feeling now ?
SAD
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO FENGSHENG !
Today had mine and fs's birthday celebration with poly clique. happy hours flies and now i'm home. before coming home, went for drinks at pub at parklane with adrian, james, raymond, ql, and ivan. thanks ql and ivan for acc me for the whole day. for the rest james, adrian and raymond THANKS TOO ! lets go drink one day.
Afternoon went to kbox aith ivan, ql, jess, hw, fs and dearest ! thanks to you all =) and also the present =) i like it alot =) thansk thanks MILLIONS OF THANKYOU !
haha. don know what to write le. gonna slp soon. tomo still working !
Another day of tiring.
2 more days to 19 ! but i don really look foward. cos my sec school friends have exam BUT BUT thanks to my poly clique to accompany me tomorrow =)
totally appreciated ! =D
1.30pm at CINNE GUYS ! TOMORROW !
LAST YEAR 1e05 ! this wed is the celebration of me and feng sheng birthday. KTV ! for more info pls contact
JESSICA ! wednesday which will be 10th june.i feel so tired and sick of the work i working now. although its fun working with them BUT what i don like is becoming saigang warrior. throwing 2 big bags of rubbish and asking me to sweep the floor. JUST to earning that pathetic hour rate. its totally sucks. i keep telling myself , i must have de determination but i still decided to work for 1 month.this IT FAIR i gonna earn BIG BUCKS ! i hell need that money. FOR PURPOSE=)
And about yesterday. thanks dearest came down and watch me play . thanks ! and i really appreciate it =) we won nanyang CSC . and next upcoming game will be combined school. i gonna rest well de day before and take down the game. WRS , we really need the game man. rest well =)
Today had mine and fs's birthday celebration with poly clique. happy hours flies and now i'm home. before coming home, went for drinks at pub at parklane with adrian, james, raymond, ql, and ivan. thanks ql and ivan for acc me for the whole day. for the rest james, adrian and raymond THANKS TOO ! lets go drink one day.